I love having you back in my life. Its incredible how things work out. Like if things are meant to happen again, they do. Eep thank you universe ;D i’m really thankful to have D again.
i dont like long distance. i just want you here always. i know were going to be moving in with eachother but i cant wait. ugh you make me wanna move back to the shotty town just for you. i wont. but i want to. though the future is like hella close. WHY must i be so damn impatient. i know i should worry about bigger things. but i just dont care.
i dont know whats going on with me. i have two photoshoots this week and setting up 2 more. i should be ecstatic but im like ehh why u rotting my brain. im not like in a funk about anything. i just gahhh i dont know. i havent eaten in days, im not high enough and im broke from this weekend. i’m trying to find like normal regular job for extra $$ rn but its like the most impossible thing ever. i have had jobs before too so like wtf. am i too special 4 real jobz? hahaha jkjkjkjkjkjk
why cant getting baked on your couch watching friends and play kingdom hearts be a job? its heaven